It has been a very long time since I have found happiness and genuine satisfaction in the place in which I live. The last few weeks have been a flurry of Christmas festivities, bad Netflix movies, and subtle chaos, exemplified in the photograph above by the haphazard Christmas lights strung around the room. I haven’t been writing nearly as much as I have wanted to, and yet I don’t feel wholly incomplete. I feel that when I do fall into a more strict writing schedule, the writing muscles in my brain will finally be rested and ready to plunge into some as yet unfinished stories.
I don’t feel as beat up and torn as last year, despite the traces of discreet wildness running through my life. Read further here as to why this might be the case.
I perhaps will have a happy Christmas.
On a seemingly unrelated note, I would like to share a quotation from the novel I recently finished reading, Song of Kali by Dan Simmons. It was a strange, unconventional horror novel, and I think I have much to learn from it.
“There are no unimportant cruelties.“
Friendship, chaos — somehow it all fits. Goodnight, now. I’m sure we all need a little more rest.
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